I hate this, I hate this, I hate this…. uuggghhh. I’m so miserable all the time and today has been a hard one. I’m in so much pain. I’m so super tired. I napped for like I think 5 hours. I hate sleeping my life away. I’m also so freaking week. My brain is nothing but a fog. I can’t think straight. I feel like I have a fever but I don’t. My legs, my knees.. ugh. My life…. My life is so painful and so hard to deal with. I hate it when I have to stop. Just stop Mic. Ugh … No. No because I want to keep being me. I want to keep caring for my loves. I don’t want to stop these things. I want to be me! It’s so hard to convince myself when I need to slow down and stop. I keep telling myself in my head but I typically don’t listen until it puts me out. Lays me down. No options available. I hate this life. I hate living this way. I just want to be me. I just want to be Mic. I just want to be Mom. I just want to be babe and Meme, daughter and sister. I just want to be me!