Deep Breath

¬† ¬†If I could only take in a deep breath, a great wonderful deep breath.¬† That feeling …. O-How I miss it. O-How I dream of it.

¬† ¬†I’m terribly ill. I have been for some time now. Almost a week. Today is my 6th day straight being sick. It all started with my normal put me down symptoms that my fibromyalgia gives me. I felt ill and tired and week. Like I been hit by a truck. Every part of me hurting. My typical fibro flare. At least that’s what I thought was going on and that’s how my first day was but then something new happened to me. A massive migraine begins in my head on the second day. I have had migraines in the past but nothing like this and probably like 20 years ago. Only regular or bad head ache for my last 20 years and I’ve also been fortunate to only have had maybe 2 or 3 in my life.¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬† ¬†So when this migraine hit me I didn’t know what to do. So i just slept. I slept and slept and slept some more. The next day . The second day of the migraine I finally had a thought. Duh…. Excedrin¬†Migraine. I can’t believe I didn’t think of it sooner. Thank heavens it helped me tremendously. I still slept a lot. For many days I slept. The migraine lasted 4 total days and I feel as though it changed me. Or I’m simply crazy… But my vision is so much sharper than ever before. I can’t belive it. And even know the migraine left my vision sill remains sharper. Is this possible??

¬† ¬†So after the migraine left something else hits me. I’m so sick. I feel as though my lungs are weighed down with phlegm¬†or mucus. It’s hard to breath. I’m so so thirsty it’s just crazy. My back feel’s like mush. Hurts so bad. When I need to cough I can’t because my everything hurts to bad to let me. So my coughs come out as wild weird pain noises. I finally ended up taking ¬†Mucinex DM . I only took one pill and it helped me tremendously. I finally after 6 days were able to get a little house work done. Which is so backed up since mom was down. I have a lot a head of me but, I will pace myself slowly and get to whatever I get to. whenever I get to¬†it. Deep Breath!!!


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