So I went and seen my pain doc today. Regular checkup. Waited in the room longer than the actual visit even was. Go figure.
Anyway, he said that I’m in a good place and that he’s happy for me because so many people never find that. That this is his goal with his patients. To at least find a good place. A balanced livable place with or thought this condition. Since there is no cure. Which he’s right. I’ve definitely been In the worst way with this crappy fibro in the past and I see so many people out there in dyer pain and with so many issues and or problems And here is me. I have pain. I have issues but today, in my life, I can honestly say I’m ok. I really am. I still have my issues, limits and pain but I still try to find the positive in everything. Although I don’t always win. Lol but I do try. I’ve also noticed that I’ve become a YOLO kinda women. I know what my possible future can be so I try to go for it in life. More yesses than no’s.😁
Like when I said yes let’s bring this cute lil kitten on our CAR ride home from Missouri. 🐈 Because how often do you get a chance to do that. Even though we already had 2 cats, 2 dogs and 2 guinea pigs at home. (The guinea pigs were also some of my YOLO’s) Haha. Of course my husband had said no but did I listen? Nope. And we named him Mizzou. Which is after their football team the Missouri Mizzou’s🏈and yes my husband did fall in love with our new kitten. Well, he’s not so new anymore😊
Another great example is literally last night I was talking to my daughter over the railing. She was on the stairs and I was on the 1st floor. We were in reachable distance. 😁 So I had teased her about something😕 (fibro brain blank). And so she fake smacked me. I then instantly thought – should I throw my cup of water on her??🍵🤔 and yes people. I did it. Instantly I came back at her with my cup of water. 💧💧💧 Haha. Yolo ppl. Although she did go get an ice cold cup of water and when I was sitting all comfy in my bed watching t.v. guess what happened. She got me back. A cup of cold cold water all over me. 😂 lol . Yolo ppl.
Anyway, those were some example’s of things I probably wouldn’t have ever done before fibro. I just don’t want to miss out or regret anything. Fibro is limiting but I do what I can.